I have a lot on my mind...

and it's preventing me from focusing on the tasks at hand. I frown and scowl whenever I see a pregnant woman or a child. I absolutely dislike children and I almost barf out of sheer anger/stress whenever I come across them at work. I have to walk away from customers and come back. Its so bad now, that I don't want any children anymore. At one point I even had names picked out, but now whenever I see one all I can think is "Who's life did you ruin"?

Don't even get me started on relationships...I'm so done with those. I'll be content with having a cut/cake/cuddle buddy that I could also have a conversation with. You may ask, "Why do think this way? Why are you such a cynic?". Relationships and and the theory of "love" is bullshit. Don't believe me? Think about something/someone that really hurt you; mentally or physically. I bet, 9x out of 10, it was by someone who "love/d" you.

Eh, it's all bullshit to me, but I may feel that way because I'm bitter. At least I admit it *Kanye Shrug

The only thing that stopped me...

Was that my car ran out of gas 3 blocks away. I don't know if that was God preventing me from ending his life. Or was he saving me for ruining mine. All I have to say is you better thank God for sparing your life. I hate fucking liars...and you're the biggest one I EVER fucking met. I regret the day I ever laid eyes on you...and if you never breathe again, I wouldn't shed one fucking tear.

HAVE A GREAT DAY PEOPLE. Because I will :-)