and it's preventing me from focusing on the tasks at hand. I frown and scowl whenever I see a pregnant woman or a child. I absolutely dislike children and I almost barf out of sheer anger/stress whenever I come across them at work. I have to walk away from customers and come back. Its so bad now, that I don't want any children anymore. At one point I even had names picked out, but now whenever I see one all I can think is "Who's life did you ruin"?
Don't even get me started on relationships...I'm so done with those. I'll be content with having a cut/cake/cuddle buddy that I could also have a conversation with. You may ask, "Why do think this way? Why are you such a cynic?". Relationships and and the theory of "love" is bullshit. Don't believe me? Think about something/someone that really hurt you; mentally or physically. I bet, 9x out of 10, it was by someone who "love/d" you.
Eh, it's all bullshit to me, but I may feel that way because I'm bitter. At least I admit it *Kanye Shrug
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