I've been watching Grey's Anatomy for the past couple of days and all this love-y dove-y shit is getting to me.
I've been watching these couples fall in and out and in again of love.
SPOILER! I am in the last episode of the 8th season and im crying my fucking eyes out because Lexie dies and they're all trapped in the woods with early onset hypothermia and no more matches...but back to my post
...and I realized that I haven't been in a healthy relationship in over 2 years. I've also been thinking about how lame/late my life is. My mom was married at my age, and had a house. I'm still at home and every relationship that i have entered into, as of late, I've prefaced with the agreement that it is strictly physical.
When did I become that person? That person who's too bothered to even try for something. Could be because I knew that those particular relationships weren't worth the time or effort because they weren't ones I would want to have that type of relationship with. Could be that it just wasn't the right time. Could be that I refuse to settle for mediocrity...and if I'm looking for something more than mediocre, I'm probably going to be waiting a lot longer.
Until nxt time.
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