Only Seeing Trees...No Forest

I was having a conversation with Nicole earlier (her blog is once again The N. White Chronicles ) and we were talking about our future. She told me all her plans and things that she had in order and she made the statement,
" You know how when you're going uphill and you can see the top in the horizon, and you can't really tell how far the top is or even if it continues to go up or plateau, but you can see it." and I felt like a proud parent lol. So when it was time for me to say something, "Chrissy Chrissy, where do you see yourself in 5 years?"... for the first time in my life, I had no idea of what my plans were. I realized that I have no idea of where my life is going. I can't even tell you what I'm going to wear tomorrow, let alone what I'm going to do in the next 5 years.



And to make this clear, that's just not me; I'm usually a person that's able to see myself at the finishline. I'm someone who's able to visualize myself and others within the future, and now I can't. While I have plans and I know ways to execute them, I just cannot see myself producing and finishing the product. I remember about a week ago I happened to text someone and say, "I guess I'm not able to see the forest past the trees" and I think that's where I am in my life. I need to refresh my life. I need to get back to my old sense of direction...

Anyway, I just had to say that.