As you know, I decided to give up 'bating for Lent & I think I made the dumbest choice ever in life. I really really didn't think this shit through! I thought it would be easy to do bec I've done it before, & it's not like I'm addicted to 'bating. I just like to do it. I should've thought about the fact that I'm not having sex, & haven't had any for a while. I should have thought about the fact that I have an abnormally high sex drove so the combination of no sex, plus no way to relieve my urges would result in restlessness.
I've been laying here for the past couple of hours trying to figure out how I can 'arrive' w/o violating what I gave up. So far, I've figured out that I can either have sex, get Brandon (euphemism for oral), or have someone else rub it for me. The problem w/ that is, I don't have anyone lined up to do ANY of those.
Sheesh.
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