Last night I had a dream, and in the dream I was dating one of my ex's Dwayne. Dwayne, like many of my exes, currently has a baby on the way. That has nothing to do w/ anything, but I just figured I'd be informative.
Anyway, it was a good dream, my friends were there, and it was just happy. When I woke up, I was still glowing from the good memories that the dream invoked. I was also quasi-running to the bathroom because I had to pee...but that's neither here nor there.
In addition to the feelings of a full bladder, I also started to remember how it felt being in a relationship. It kinda all started last night when I was drinking. I was in the truck with my friends and I started to think, "how in the hell did I get here"? Not to say that I dont love hanging out with my friends, because I do, I love them to death, but I felt a little, idk, defeated I guess. Last year, I never would have expected to be single. I definitely never would have expected me to be single for the reason that I am single.
On some real shit, I don't even want to be in a relationship, I have too much unresolved shit from my previous one to try and start a new one on top of it. I'd be content w/ just having someone to chill with and do shit with. I just want someone I can txt or call whn I'm bored. I want to have someone that I can visit at the drop of a hat and I can either fuck or cuddle w/.
If only life was that easy.
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