So I was talking to the homie and we were venting about work when she happened to mention going to a therapist to talk about all her disillusionment associated with her job. It made me think about the day when I told my mom that I needed anger management.
When I was younger, much like the way I am now, I had issues with containing my anger. The littlest thing would make me flip and I knew that they weren't the appropriate feelings for the situation. So I asked my mom,
"Hey mom, can I go to a therapist?"
"Why? You don't need a therapist? Has someone touched you??"
"No, it's not anything like that! I just have problems with my anger. Sometimes I just get so mad"
"well you need to work on that; ain't nothing wrong with you"
Sometime after that I got really mad and flipped out and she said, "Yeah I should've put you in therapy. That's not good."
...duh doy!
Anyway this customer pissed me off so bad the other day that I couldn't see. I literally experienced a black out and had the blurriest vision ever for about 2-3 min. That's not safe; that's not normal. I don't have too many encounters like that, but I have deduced that stupidity is the main trigger of my anger. Maybe I should just keep stupid fucking people out of my life....
Until next time.
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