A couple of Saturdays ago I was out with Cupcake and Christina. I was craving some sushi and I hadn't smoked hookah in a while so I convinced them to go out with me. Christina happens to be talking to one of my friends. This friend just so happens to be best friends with Darrell...
Refresher on Darrell: big penis, very emotional, kinda whiny, but overall a good guy. I've written about him plenty of times. Anyway, Christina happened to ask me why we didn't work out. I kinda don't remember many specifics anymore so I kinda just gave her the gist of the shit that I mentioned in the previous blog(s) that I wrote about him. I happened to end the rant with, "...plus, he ain't really have shit going on with his life". Cupcake, being the bitch that she is, kindly said, "shit, bitch neither do we"! Which got me to thinking...What exactly am I bringing to the table??? I might think I'm a catch and I have all these expectations and mention all this shit that I Want my guy to have but to tell the truth, IM NOT EVEN AT THAT POINT! Granted I have a job, I have goals, but in all actuality would I date me if I had already achieved success??
Right now I've been working towards being a branch manager but when I make it to that point, what's next? Does that mean that shit is going to magically fall into place because I'm getting an extra percentage or two of the profits? I know I've said this before but, I seriously have to make a change. I have to make sacrifices now in order to live prosperous later. Even if that means being frugal as fuck.
Starting with this next check, I'm doing any and everything I can to make sure that I have at least $10,000 saved by my birthday. If I don't buy my home this year, I want to at least have the ability to start actively looking for my home. I'll be damned if I went through 4 years of college and be living the < or = to bitches who simply have a GED....I'm definitely not about that life.
Until next time....
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