Have I talked to you since I've been back from Houghton? I don't think I have, but in summation, I had a great ass time. It makes me miss the shit outta GV. Below are pictures/videos that were made during the trip.
So we went sledding on the first day we were there, Cupcake couldn't find her snow legs lol
Lydia and Sanai
She couldn't get the hang of walking uphill
Cupcake & I taking a photo op between songs
In the studio
Ol perfect body bitch. I hate her, but I love her lol
Don't judge me. Dogma was a great movie. Jesus is great.
I apologize. I know I've been gone for a while and I sincerely apologize. Don't think I haven't thought about you. Don't think that since I got my check, I became too big for my britches or anything lol. I have so much to catch you up on... I just hope that I remember it all.
I'm sending this to you. Relationships can be scary, and they can give people power over your life; I don't give up power easily. If anyone has earned it, it's you & I owe it to you to tell you...I love you.
Ps: I stole this from an episode of Community. This isn't to anyone in particular
-What happened? Something must've happened?
-It's not you, it's me.
-You're giving ME the, "it's not you, it's me", routine?
I invented "it's not you it's me"!
No one tells me "it's them, not me" if it's anybody, it's me!
-ALRIGHT, George, it's you.
-You're damn right it's me.
-Look I was just trying t-
-I know what you were trying to do, nobody does it better than me.
-I'm sure you do it very well
-Ye-yes, well unfortunately you'll never get the chance to find out.
I just love that skit lol but it does apply here. I woke up this morning to a phone call from my ex asking me about relationship advice. I don't understand why ppl ask me about relationships when clearly, I'm horrible at them. My girl-friends are smart. They only question me about birth control or places to eat, you know, shit I know about! Every "guy" friend comes to me for advice, including exes bec, "you're 3 steps away from being a guy. You go to the strip club, you touch ass, go home and have sex! It just happens to be with a guy. You have all the girly parts w/ the mind of a guy". I guess...
...yeah I'm going through it. I got so desperate at one point that I text'd an ex to put him on standby. I don't know why I did that dumb shit because he's been texting me everyday. When I say everyday, I mean EVERYDAY. "Yo, what's up with today? You coming over today?". No, I'm not, I just really used you as back-up, but I don't even want to fuck you.
The ex I'm talking about ain't shit. I mean- never had a job, barely graduated high school, smokes weed, no ambition, type nigga. As much as I want to have sex, I don't. Ugh, I don't know what I want.
Most days of the year are unremarkable. They begin, and they end, with no lasting memories made in between. Most days have no impact on the course of a life. September 3rd was a Thursday.
Whenever I get started about this movie I could go on for days...
"Grew up believing that (s)he'd never truely be happy until the day (s)he met his...soul mate."
I'm a supa, dupa romantic, and when I saw this video, I busted out crying. I couldn't get through the first 30 seconds. I LOVE '500 Days of Summer' which is where the concept from the video stems from. I never liked Zooey Deschanel before the movie...I hated that bitch after ward. I actually know the line that made me angry;
